Meh.

In kind of a meh mood.

     I can’t sleep and because of that the girl went back to her own place tonight. It’s the first time in a long time that I really feel alone again. We’ve slept apart before but usually it’s because I’m super tired and I passed out while she was working on something, or we agree that we’re both going to be up late so we should sleep apart. In none of the cases previously mentioned have I felt alone, I always went to be happy knowing she was happy; it didn’t seem that way when she left tonight, I can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong.

     And why can’t I sleep? Because I am in one of those “creative” moods where the little gears in your head don’t stop turning.
Sometimes… being an artist sucks.

     I should be excited because tomorrow morning we’re supposed to be looking at the place we might be staying in next year, and of course, it’s new comic book Wednesday. All in all tomorrow (today?) should be another exciting day in my life but as I stated previously I can’t shake this feeling that something is going to go wrong. I’m sure it’s because of the comments we keep getting about ‘what are you going to do if you break up?’
Well Mr. and Mrs. negative, I don’t even want to consider that a possibility so I don’t know what we would do.

     On a slightly unrelated note; Is it wrong to reuse an engagement ring if the idea behind the ring is the same? I love you, spend the rest of our lives with me?